Backstabbers... And More About Backstabbers

Ok. So today I needed someone to talk to, someone not in my group so that I could tell them what is wrong with me. So yeah, I just went up to Elle and told her about my problems. Some of my group started to follow me and then I kept trying to run away and tell Elle what I was going to say. Then I told her stuff, and went back to my group. They were all like, BACKSTABBER!!! Bitches, they thought I was backstabbing them. What crappy friends right? Then Melissa was like, in that soft annoying voice, what did you talk to her about? I was like, I cant tell you. She was like, why? I said it was because you are in the group and that its so much easier to talk to other people than you guys.

Gina started ignoring me, she’s not really good at it since no one really includes her. I know people so well. When I was born, there was something, I think it’s the moon, and it gave me an ability to sense things, like get a connection with things. LOL. Ok anyways we said something, I forgot what… and she said, oh I thought you were backstabbing me. I said, you’re a really crappy friend if you think I talk behind your back. Then she was like, I know. Look how modest Gina is…

Other things:
I think Sandy likes Kevin. She always talks to him and I think I’m feeling a little jealous. Rebecca is such a wannabe, but I don’t really care about her anymore just talk to her when she talks to me. This sucks so much… I’ve been through so many stages of life and I cant even get to the most important one. I am going to look at illnesses and see which one fits me the best. Just to let you know, I have anger management. Punching bags help a lot. Its so good, you know? Strengthens you and helps maintain your anger. Kate is annoyed at me, I can tell, She is also feeling bad. Courtney is annoyed at me I don’t like her so that doesn’t matter. Gina is feeling glum because everything is so boring. Melissa is feeling left out because she too probably thinks that I was backstabbing her too since I wouldn’t tell her what I told Elle.

I really hate it when people feel sorry for me. Today I cried because … well I don’t know why and Kate was like, look she’s crying, and then everyone looked at me. Now that was freaking annoying. So then Melissa was like, let’s go to the bathroom ok? I thought that was really nice of her. When I came back Joanne was like, oh she stopped crying. She was probably thinking, wow that was quick.

I also hate people who give negative comments about my style. Like omg, I know they are fat and they are just jealous that they cant fit in my clothes. Lol. I was laughing on the inside. And what I also hate more than that, is when my friends don’t defend me. Now that’s a crappy friend. I mean like just say, well I like it, instead of just watching and saying, OH ITS OK, and patting me. THAT IS SO STUPID! IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE SOME FREAKING RETARD WHO IS GETTING MADE FUN OF!

Anyways… bye for now.

~Strawberry~