Nothing

I dont have anything to say...
When I got to see John, I wouldnt look at him... I had this pimple on my nose and didnt want him to see.
Whats weird is that for the guys I like, the embarrassing things that they do are so cute.
Like take Kevin for example... He always eats snow cones and when he got a snowcone mustache I though it was so adorable. But dont tell anybody that: Its between you and me ok?
So I wonder... For the guys who like me, if I have a chile stain on my lip or food in my hair... What will they think? Because for girls... We always think that somethings wrong (or we think we are perfect).

2 eye comments...
Well I was in my elective class; Art and Kelly was like you have big eyes. o.o
Then after school Christina said, " You have pretty eyes." I dont really think my eyes are pretty... o.o But I guess that was nice of them. Brown eyes... totally normal. And everyone thinks Asian people have you know. Lawl. Chinky eyes.

Chinky eyed people:

Gina
Joanne
Sandy

Half chinky eyed?:

Ryan
Kevin
Koki
Rei

Normal eyed people:

Me
Audrey
Wendy
Melissa
Kate
Bryce
Glynnis

Lol. Well thats all I could think of. I finished my homework before dance class. Thats a first. Maybe I am beginning to be a more responsible person. :]

~Strawberry ends another post blue~

Pity

Valentines day is coming up and somebody gave out these sweets. I was really sad because I didn’t get one and everyone else got them (I guess I shouldn’t have gone to the library while they were all talking). Gina didn’t get one either. I think its because shes my friend. Melissa, Kate, Joanne, Audrey, and the guys probably feel sorry for me. That’s what I hate more than anything, pity.

Usually I don’t whine about the little things and stuff when I feel left out or bad or when I think people will be judgmental about what I say. Like I don’t want people to feel sorry for me if I talk about this stuff. I guess its time to let it out but Im scared. Yes, I am scared. I am scared of pity and guilt and all those assumptions. I get mad when these things happen and people feel sorry for me. I get mad at the littlest things and now I am getting ugly. Im scared of aging, approaching my guy friends without someone by me. I am scared of what they would think if they found out I hate them. They wouldn’t think at all, they would shun me out of the group of course. So I just act annoyed and drink my water.

I wish there was an advice columnist somewhere.

~Strawberry's Sadness~ Entry ends here.

:] Melly

Well Melissa got this really cute haircut and has a great personality. She doesn’t talk bad about me and goes through a lot with her evil friends.

She use to hate Kate and well… I don’t know if she still does.

Theres been a lot of jealousy around here lately.

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Happy Late New Year

Well. Yup. What the title says. You may have noticed that I havent been writing in a while. Theres just nothing to do these days. I was going to go shopping with a group of friends but I couldn’t since I had school. Turns out, school was canceled and I wasted gas, and couldn’t go shopping. I also have a cold and that woke me up with a runny nose.

Rebecca is trying to steal Gina again and well… I couldn’t care less. Melissa is trying to be like… “popular” when shes not. Wendy says that Audrey is PROUD that someone likes her. (Rei) Lol. Now that is just funny. ‘I was like seriously? You really think so?’ Well personally I think she is playing hard to get. Like she talks to him on facebook everyday. James is saying shes a Les. I think hes saying that because she broke up with him and called him a faggot. I don’t know why but everyone is feeling sorry for Rei. Of course its because Audrey likes someone and people think its not Rei. Oh Well. HAHA. I don’t care about these people. I actually think I hate them. Kate wants attention too much. At least she has it.

The regular group of friends I hang out with are a group of freakin PERVERTS. Seriously. I mean they talk about humping and sex and threesomes. Its ok if they think it, they don’t have to say it out loud. I blame Joanne. Lol. Joanne gave Audrey perviness- Audrey gave Kate perviness- and then it spreadsssss. I hope they wont get a sex change. 0.0. Theyre turning into guys. And for that, I blame Ken, Ryan, Rei, Bryce, and Kevin.

Oh yeah and Bryce got detention and Sat School for stealing from the lunch line.

~STRAWBERRY ENDS THE POST~