more of my facebook notes

Teddy Bear asked me if I lost a pencil and I was confused so I said yes. Then he said he had it but not today. I think he took it, not I lost it. He started wandering around my group and talking to me. My friends started laughing every time he talked to me. RAWR D:<. It’s so strange; he talks to me and follows me around. I notice things about him. He’s funny, he sleeps in class. He traced his finger on the back of my shirt and asks me a lot of questions. He seems to sit behind me all the time. I always smile for no reason when I’m thinking about him. I know that’s really stupid. I wonder how old he is. I wonder what his last name is. He knows mine. Then there’s that other guy, I don’t know about him but he always makes me happy. He’s not that funny but he’s really something special. Well my mood changes have been getting really out of hand and sooner or later something bad is going to happen.These bitchy behaviors from a few of my friends are really starting to annoy me. I know I shouldn’t be annoyed but it’s really stupid. Cutting is really stupid and most people who do cut just want attention to show off their scars. Some other people do it but they really are just sad. I get really mad when people abuse the word emo. They make it sound like emo and emotional are two different words. It’s stupid and nothing is good about it.