Shopping

Well, today was black friday at the mall and also my dad's birthday, so I gave him a teddybear that I made in woods class.

The mall was fun except I didnt buy anything except for food. All I got was a plastic bag from Charlotte Russe. That was sad. And black friday is the day when everything is on sale!! I MEAN EVERTHING!!!! SAd Sad

... She Died

http://www.mercurynews.com/ci_11081014?source=most_emailed

My mom is the M.C (master of ceremonies) for a pageant and that was one of the runner ups. My mom is really sad, and I am too. She was really pretty and it was really sad...

The guy who shot her is crazy. How could he do that? She was such a good person, saving her children first. Now I know motherly love really means a lot.

Selfishness

I don’t get why everyone is just so selfish. They just think that OMG my life is worse than everybody’s. It’s so amazingly selfish when other people have to deal with the same problems. They always think, nobody understands. When they don’t. When everyone has to deal with this and that, and when they act like they understand the other person just says, NO YOU DON’T!!! It is annoying, it’s also really selfish.

These people… they just assume. You shouldn’t assume, you should try to know. I don’t get it. What’s wrong with them? You shouldn’t talk about these things. Well actually you should. But ok… everyone thinks about things, everyone has flaws. EVERYONE THINKS ABOUT THEIR PROBLEMS AND TRIES TO FIX IT. You should never think that no one understands you because you think that. There is so much time in the world. If you have time, they have time. Sometimes you just have to think about other people too.
The truth is for me, ive been through everything before them, I had to deal with these things. They never thought of that, but then again maybe they did.

tHIS mONTH sUCKS

Read the Title. I cried today since my leg hurts. Ugh, and Melissa is feeling really down, also mad. Gina tried to help... but shes not really good at those things...

ill write later but now i have to go to melissa's blog

Btw

Gina (aka Gel) had her birthday planned today and I gave her a present. Only Joanne, Bathroom girl, and me gave her stuff. Crappy friends huh???

Crappy Friends who didnt give her stuff when she gave them candy: -

*im not saying their bad friends, just noting that they didnt give her stuff when she gave them stuff
~not bad friends but didnt get her anything

-NEVERMIND-

I WROTE THEM DOWN ALREADY BUT NOW I DONT WANT TO PUT UP THEIR NAMESV

And if you dont get someone something, you dont have the right to have that person give you stuff.

Worst day... almost the worst day

Ok. So remember when I told you that I got mad and poured water on some guy's head?? His name is Bird and he tried to get payback. He tried to pour soda on me but luckily only got my neck. So when I tried to pour water back, he kept on running, so Car, he ot my water bottle and tried to pour it on Bird's head. Too bad, Bird is fast. I never knew. He always seemed so slow... Chubbiness. I dont want to write bad stuff about people so ill try to stop from now on.

Anyways, unfortunately, Bird sits next to me in Language arts class so he was like:

Car likes you.

I was like:

No he doesnt. Why do you say that?

Bird:

Because he poured water on my head.

Me:

Who wouldnt?

End of conversation.

Ok then the next day he told Kelvin (not even going to bother with these code names anymore) that Kevan or... Kevin liked me so then Kelvin told me and I was like:

No he doesnt.

Then my friends who sat behind me, they were talking about it and...

Well... im not sure but i think... Kevin cried... Or Kevan. (ruined moment with wrong name thing)

Cute huh??? Maybe he's emo, I always had a thing for them. Sensitive guys are so cute. But that was really mean what Richard did...

Remember when I said that I might like Kev??? Well, now that is totally ruined. And thats why I never tell anyone who I like. It just gets ruined. But wait, dont think I told Richard who I like. No. I didnt, I hate this so much.

Why is everyone so mean???

Total guys I made cry and reasons:

2. Jung Jae Park and Kevan/ Kevin Cha.

Jung Jae asked me out and I rejected.

Ok now why Kev cried, that wasnt my fault. but... whatever

Facebook and Food

I really dont like facebook, I dont even know why I have one. Now all my friends have them, I use it for homework and stuff... and like status' are cool. But ugh. Its all ok... I guess I should get a myspace. Actually, Gel made me one already. Gel... shes feeling down I guess, and she really hates the group just like me. Somethings wrong...

Updates:

I like Oreos, Car, and the anime guys but anime guys arent real... so that doesnt count.

Jam, Jello, Otter are out... Oh yea and just to mention... Car is Jam's brother...

I think I might also like Oreos brother... NNYYEEEAAA. No way.