From the moment I colsed the door with that guy behind me I thought, "Oh no, he might interpret this badly like he always does." Of course, I was right. My father then gave me a speech on how I was so disrespectful for slamming the door.

He is a real bigot.

They all are. They can't seem to remember their thoughts when they were younger.

I hope I don't.

It's like I knew. I knew he would get angry. I knew he would go crazy.

I really dislike having people shove their faces in my business.

Friends-

Some people are very aggravating.
They always make such a big deal out of it when you mention a guy.
For instance;
Me- His voice sounds so good. He'll probably become famous.
Other- Oooohh. You like him don't you.?

^^. This is an example. ^^

Okay. So I understand that these people are not exposed to much interaction of the opposite sex. And they just assume things that one nice thing leads to a future with each other.

Until guys turn 25, they are very immature and stupid.

My type is a quiet, sweet guy who can still start a conversation.

I have way too many tests tomorrow. So much homework too.

I am leaving next week.

It might be fun, or really tiring. I don't know.

I'll keep a journal since you can't bring laptops.

I am so disappointed in my dad.

I think it's mutual though.

I really don't like his personality.

He tinks everyone is acting like him.

Hot tempered





It's funny how people try to cover up their mistakes.
It's weird how we know these things.

How we know if their pretending.

Ran the mile. Very bad time.

I have to get a six-minute mile. If I don't then I will be very depressed.

So far, I only get 7's.

Yeah. Sucks.

~<3>

I think I may make another blog for high school.
Obviously, it hasn't started yet but still. I should warn you.
I bet no one ever reads this anyways.
Haha.
Love. Love.
My friends say I don't believe in love.
??
All I said was that I want an arranged marriage with some rich guy.
Too bad they don't do that anymore.

Maybe this is only because I never experienced love.

I am told so many times it only leads to heartache.

Daylight Savings

God. I hate daylight savings. One hour forward? Didn't they just do that?
How does it save anything if you turn the lights on earlier?

Rings

I just love those rings at Target.
I wonder if anybody else likes them too?
Like with the engravings and messages.

~Confidence is Key <3 Yn

The Mood Swings Are Back?

Nooo wayyy.
I keep reading old posts and that is what makes me keep posting.

Anyways,
exactly 9:00 PM

I get these random bursts of happiness. Like I start laughing for no apparent reason.
So weird.

9:01 PM

I really want to be nice and sweet. A good person.

I am.

I really am trying.

<3 Yn

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I think I may have given up on guys.
They are very immature and stupid.
Not all but most.
The guy I like has to be special. There has to be something about him thats different from the rest.
I dont care about looks. Strange?
But it is verryy important.


Totally procrastinating.

Shame on me.

<3 Yn

Happiness

I think this is very wierd.
I feel happy when somebody likes me.
I think I could fall in love but I don't want to.
I think that I am no good for the guy.
Why me?
What was there?
So many other girls.
Lonely girls.

I am not a typical girl.
I am pretty sure all girls out there have something really special about them which draws certain guys to them.

It's sweet.

I hate guys who like one girl and then move on.

It is sort of strange how mine stay.

I don't deserve it.

It makes me very happy though.

STUUDDYY. Must study for the big test.
Auughh.

<3 Yn