I think I may make another blog for high school.
Obviously, it hasn't started yet but still. I should warn you.
I bet no one ever reads this anyways.
Haha.
Love. Love.
My friends say I don't believe in love.
??
All I said was that I want an arranged marriage with some rich guy.
Too bad they don't do that anymore.

Maybe this is only because I never experienced love.

I am told so many times it only leads to heartache.

Daylight Savings

God. I hate daylight savings. One hour forward? Didn't they just do that?
How does it save anything if you turn the lights on earlier?

Rings

I just love those rings at Target.
I wonder if anybody else likes them too?
Like with the engravings and messages.

~Confidence is Key <3 Yn

The Mood Swings Are Back?

Nooo wayyy.
I keep reading old posts and that is what makes me keep posting.

Anyways,
exactly 9:00 PM

I get these random bursts of happiness. Like I start laughing for no apparent reason.
So weird.

9:01 PM

I really want to be nice and sweet. A good person.

I am.

I really am trying.

<3 Yn

More Posts on the same day, same hour.

I think I may have given up on guys.
They are very immature and stupid.
Not all but most.
The guy I like has to be special. There has to be something about him thats different from the rest.
I dont care about looks. Strange?
But it is verryy important.


Totally procrastinating.

Shame on me.

<3 Yn

Happiness

I think this is very wierd.
I feel happy when somebody likes me.
I think I could fall in love but I don't want to.
I think that I am no good for the guy.
Why me?
What was there?
So many other girls.
Lonely girls.

I am not a typical girl.
I am pretty sure all girls out there have something really special about them which draws certain guys to them.

It's sweet.

I hate guys who like one girl and then move on.

It is sort of strange how mine stay.

I don't deserve it.

It makes me very happy though.

STUUDDYY. Must study for the big test.
Auughh.

<3 Yn

Nm.

Long time.
No writing here anymore.
Huge test tomorrow.
Soccer, the best sport in the world, is over.
It was the one sport I actually like being on the team for.
Volleyball was bad.
Nice friends.
I am a real actress. Lol. Just sometimes it get tiring, acting.
Fake crying is so hard these days.
In the movies, it's so fake. Eye drops.
Where are the naturals these days.

~Thank You. But no more. Maybe. Unless I feel very obliged to do this.
<3 Yn