Stupid Joanne---- Sisters

Well Gina is my 'sister'. We share clothes, clips, homework. Lol. Like sisters, she can make me SOOO mad but we stay close.

Stupid Joanne is making me mad. Ok, so she put Reis backpack in the girls bathroom and I was in it at the time. So I was like "What are you doing?" She was like, "Putting Reis backpack in the girls bathroom." I laughed and was like "Oh." Then Joanne put it in the corner and I picked it up and she was like, "No dont touch it" But I did and put it deeper in the girls bathroom.

Later, everyone was blaming each other about this freakin backpack incident and Joanne was like, "Its (Insert name here)_____________(Insert name here) 's fault! Not mine. She put it in the wet toileted area while I put it in the DRY." Then everyone was looking at me and I felt all mad and sad. The Joanne blamed me when it was her idea in the first place to put Reis backpack in the girls bathroom.

Its so unfair. Then Bryce was like which ones your backpack? I pointed to one that wasnt mine because I knew he would take it and do wrong things to it. But friggin cousin of Joanne, Audrey, pointed to my backpack and Bryce took it, then I grabbed one strap and I was saying,"Give it back!" (with a bit of a growl) so he gave it back.

Joanne is not a good friend. You cant depend on her for anything, shes only there to laugh and turn others against you. Shes selfish, a liar, and a chinky eyed !#####@@#$^%%%%^%%%%%^^^^&&***************** Rawr.

But if you need a laugh shes there.

Joanne Characteristics:
Funny
Selfish
Happy
Mean
Stupid
Bully
Fat
Short
What some people think:
When you get mad at her, she doesnt notice -Audrey
Looks innocent but evil- Gina
Doesnt care about you, and says you ditched when she ditched, in other words; a hypocrite- Melissa
Crazy- Rebecca
Selfish- Everyone (she doesnt share her food, gum, drinks, ipod, earphones, iphone unless she gets something in return)
Undependable-Me
I think she should get a sex change-Anonymous

~Strawberry Ends This Stupid Post~

How I Feel

Gina is an awesome friend. Shes always there. Anyways Ive been going to a teen advice website because ... well I need help. I took this test that totally described me (facebook). That quiz is so smart. Anyways Im kind of worried because one of the repliers said that Teddy might just be a big flirt :[. What if he is? This sucks, because Im falling for him.

~Straberry will edit this post later 3-9-9~

It is so windy outside. I want to go out but my sister is like, no way. So im just sitting at home watching Americas Next Top Model and eating Vege Straws.

Yesterday there was a Cornation that I danced for. I feel as if I danced bad...
Of course, yesterday was Saturday so I saw him. He sat behind me as always but didnt pay much attention to me. I feel kind of sad now. No happy memories.

Rebecca is stealing Gina again. And Gina is being... Well to me shes being a bad friend. I need a real friend. Melissa is a great friend but Gina is just, she doesnt know how to make people feel better and she isnt a friend I can depend on to help me when Im upset. I cant depend on anyone these days. No one can make me feel better.

I like reading books.

I feel different. Something is wrong with me, not the people around me. I know everyone can be sweet, but they just choose to be... gross.

Whenever I think of him or see him, I just cant stop... I want to touch his face and hold his hand. Then, it stops and Im back to normal, just talking. I feel better when Im not at EngSchool. I just really hate the people there. Everything is so boring. Nobodys mean but everyone is trying to be different, when theyre not. Everyone gets jealous and backstabby and... Well I guess even my friends have to try and be superior. I need new friends.

I wish that when no ones in the school, I think.. SOMEONE JUST BOMB IT ALREADY.
But only when no one is near the school. Radiation... o.o

Breathe... Just breathe...

The weather is so beautiful. I go to the grave and put the flowers near it. but there are so many dead flowers and with rain and dirt next to it, worms have come underneath it. There are blossoms on the ground from the tree in my backyard and it couldnt look more pretty.
Such strong wind. The Greek Gods are so interesting.
Bye bye for now. :]

~Strawberry is looking at wind, Ends post here~

Nothing

I dont have anything to say...
When I got to see John, I wouldnt look at him... I had this pimple on my nose and didnt want him to see.
Whats weird is that for the guys I like, the embarrassing things that they do are so cute.
Like take Kevin for example... He always eats snow cones and when he got a snowcone mustache I though it was so adorable. But dont tell anybody that: Its between you and me ok?
So I wonder... For the guys who like me, if I have a chile stain on my lip or food in my hair... What will they think? Because for girls... We always think that somethings wrong (or we think we are perfect).

2 eye comments...
Well I was in my elective class; Art and Kelly was like you have big eyes. o.o
Then after school Christina said, " You have pretty eyes." I dont really think my eyes are pretty... o.o But I guess that was nice of them. Brown eyes... totally normal. And everyone thinks Asian people have you know. Lawl. Chinky eyes.

Chinky eyed people:

Gina
Joanne
Sandy

Half chinky eyed?:

Ryan
Kevin
Koki
Rei

Normal eyed people:

Me
Audrey
Wendy
Melissa
Kate
Bryce
Glynnis

Lol. Well thats all I could think of. I finished my homework before dance class. Thats a first. Maybe I am beginning to be a more responsible person. :]

~Strawberry ends another post blue~

Pity

Valentines day is coming up and somebody gave out these sweets. I was really sad because I didn’t get one and everyone else got them (I guess I shouldn’t have gone to the library while they were all talking). Gina didn’t get one either. I think its because shes my friend. Melissa, Kate, Joanne, Audrey, and the guys probably feel sorry for me. That’s what I hate more than anything, pity.

Usually I don’t whine about the little things and stuff when I feel left out or bad or when I think people will be judgmental about what I say. Like I don’t want people to feel sorry for me if I talk about this stuff. I guess its time to let it out but Im scared. Yes, I am scared. I am scared of pity and guilt and all those assumptions. I get mad when these things happen and people feel sorry for me. I get mad at the littlest things and now I am getting ugly. Im scared of aging, approaching my guy friends without someone by me. I am scared of what they would think if they found out I hate them. They wouldn’t think at all, they would shun me out of the group of course. So I just act annoyed and drink my water.

I wish there was an advice columnist somewhere.

~Strawberry's Sadness~ Entry ends here.

:] Melly

Well Melissa got this really cute haircut and has a great personality. She doesn’t talk bad about me and goes through a lot with her evil friends.

She use to hate Kate and well… I don’t know if she still does.

Theres been a lot of jealousy around here lately.

~STRAWBERRY ENDS POST~

Happy Late New Year

Well. Yup. What the title says. You may have noticed that I havent been writing in a while. Theres just nothing to do these days. I was going to go shopping with a group of friends but I couldn’t since I had school. Turns out, school was canceled and I wasted gas, and couldn’t go shopping. I also have a cold and that woke me up with a runny nose.

Rebecca is trying to steal Gina again and well… I couldn’t care less. Melissa is trying to be like… “popular” when shes not. Wendy says that Audrey is PROUD that someone likes her. (Rei) Lol. Now that is just funny. ‘I was like seriously? You really think so?’ Well personally I think she is playing hard to get. Like she talks to him on facebook everyday. James is saying shes a Les. I think hes saying that because she broke up with him and called him a faggot. I don’t know why but everyone is feeling sorry for Rei. Of course its because Audrey likes someone and people think its not Rei. Oh Well. HAHA. I don’t care about these people. I actually think I hate them. Kate wants attention too much. At least she has it.

The regular group of friends I hang out with are a group of freakin PERVERTS. Seriously. I mean they talk about humping and sex and threesomes. Its ok if they think it, they don’t have to say it out loud. I blame Joanne. Lol. Joanne gave Audrey perviness- Audrey gave Kate perviness- and then it spreadsssss. I hope they wont get a sex change. 0.0. Theyre turning into guys. And for that, I blame Ken, Ryan, Rei, Bryce, and Kevin.

Oh yeah and Bryce got detention and Sat School for stealing from the lunch line.

~STRAWBERRY ENDS THE POST~